back to my love life !

Back to my love life. As I said before in my earlier blogpost , I do not what to do with her. She gives me cold replies that make me so angry I cant entertain her or make her laugh. When she sees me I pretend I never see her so I could steal glances of her leaving. I love everything about her but why am I so afraid to show I really care about her? Is it rejections? Is it my pride? Or is it I am not ready to have a relationship yet? SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE !