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thanks readers for reading my boring post and hope you guys enjoy reading them. I hope to be able to entertain you guys with more with my love stories and many more. Lastly thanks for reading them and hope to see you guys when i decide to blog again haha cheers ! LIFE OF A NAFA STUDENT

SKYPE

Skype my favourite messaging skype other than whatapps ! recently I have been skyping with a girl I have interest on. The conversion is filled with laughter and jokes. I also have been skyping with my classmates so we can keep in touch after we left secondary school. Good thing nafa asked all students to create school accounts so we students all have skype accounts so we can communicate not just in school but home as well. Hope I can talk to my dream girl more on skype so I can know more about her ! gosh getting late see you giuys next time :D

Fun day !!!!

Fun day ! I cant go on fun day because I got plans for that day ! why is everything so messed up ! I have already planned everything nicely for the day. I even signed up for tug of war with my friends and yet I cannot go because I got others plans that clash ! D: This will also be a good chance for me to relax myself before I go home and face the battle with my huge pile of homework .I think i shall patiently wait till next year fun day and this time I will attend it at all cost !!!!!!!

Love is in the air !!!

Everyone in my group of friends have girlfriends ! I am the only one without one D: When they go on group dates together I am always alone ! WHY? I don’t deserved this ! I wants to feel love too ! Hope I can find one soon , or wait for my perfect match ! hope she can be in my course ! why do I sound so deseparate but anyways I hope I can a girlfriend soon because I have enough of single life ! it is boring , its always so boring that I wake up knowing no one will care about me or when I am sick no one cares about of me !

DOTA ( defence of the ancient)

The game I love the most and I will consider it to be my wife for now haha? This game have make me more cheerful and probably at times more angry. This game is like something I can count on when I am sad as I really enjoy this game a lot. When I am playing this game I change to a different person is like my whole personality changes completely! This is also the game with a prize pool of 2 millions dollars , the only game that have such a huge prize pool ! But I don’t intend to become a pro gamer, as Singapore don’t really encourages it D:

back to my love life !

Back to my love life. As I said before in my earlier blogpost , I do not what to do with her. She gives me cold replies that make me so angry I cant entertain her or make her laugh. When she sees me I pretend I never see her so I could steal glances of her leaving. I love everything about her but why am I so afraid to show I really care about her? Is it rejections? Is it my pride? Or is it I am not ready to have a relationship yet? SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE !

fear of retaking module next sem

I am really afraid that will happen to me because there is simply too many work I have not completed . How am I able to finish 10 weeks of works in just a week? This is madness , even if I am able to do it . I am not able to show quantity and quality at the same time. But yet I wanted to prove myself to be a good artist but yet I am always procrastinating my work ! sigh . I hope I am able to complete my work on time and hope for the best. D:

competition anxiety !

Tomorrow I going to attend a dota 2 competition with my friends and I am feeling very nervous about it. Firstly, I will be facing one of the top teams in Singapore. Secondly my pride is on the line ! I do not know why I am feeling so nervous when I got nothing to lose when I know the fact that if tomorrow I manage to win them, I will be famous in the world of dota hahaha (I hope) . But it is not going to be a easy one tomorrow ! Is do or die , wish me luck tomorrow D:

art irony

Why are artist famous only they die? This is probably the saddest part about artist. Take for an example Vincent Van Gogh, his works are only famous after he died such a sad way. I think this is the reason why I do not want to be an artist because most artist have no future especially in Singapore. My believes are only when you have connections with people that buys art , you will not be able to make it big in Singapore. I want my works to be known to everyone when I am alive and not after I leave this world.

color pencils !

Colors pencils work , my favourite  medium in art !! I always love colors when I am young boy. I am always attracted to colourful objects and when I reached home, I will color them happily. This is probably the reason why I love art. Colors have no bounds , there are so many different types of reds,blues and yellows. The part I love about color pencils are when you use color pencils for your work, people could see how precise you are and your knowledge of the usage of colors. For me , the best part of coloring also includes blending of colors , it really shows how skilled you are .

perspective !

Perspective drawing the only art form I am most confident with ! Back in the days when I am drawing random stuff when I was young, I will always draw cities and buildings. I do not know why but I just enjoy drawing them. Then when I entered secondary school I learn perspective drawing, it really improves my drawing skills and now I still have the love for cities drawing. I always thought cities drawings are great art piece as you need to identify the details in each buildings and slowly show the depth of the cities and lastly touch on the work to perfect the artpiece. This is why I choose 3D interior design for my dream course !

water colors

Water colors  the only art medium that I always avoid using. The complexity of the materials is so high that even my art teachers from my secondary school said themselves they could not master it totally. I thought I wanted to give it a try for my O lv art course work but I failed for weeks just trying to do a simple painting. Such a small painting , but it requires so much layers of colors to turn it to a masterpiece. Water colors also requires patience as water colors take some time to dry before you paint the next layer! Water colors I will master you one day !!

ART MATERIALS ARE COSTLY !

People always say art is an expensive subject , I always argue with them. But today I agree with them. Art is truly an expensive subject ! The amount I spend on art materials since I started nafa actually shocked me when I was counting my art expenses. I did not know art is so expensive last time because back in my secondary school , my school paid for our art materials and we do not need to pay anything so I did not know. From markers to color pencils to painting materials I have been changing them from week to week ! I need to find a job soon !             

 

3D

Wireworks looks easy , precise, delicate and also detailed ! But my wireworks looks the opposite from this picture ! Ever since I was in primary school , I was always required to make lanterns for mid- autumn festival. But the problems is I could never produced a wired work ever since then. I could always remember my dad spending hours just to coach me how to do a simple boat lantern ,many times he will just blow up and gave up teaching me how to. Back in secondary school , when I was required to make a lantern , I have the same difficulty as before and until now is the same ! sigh why cant I just have the talent for it !!

sleeping habbits !

Ever since I entered NAFA , my whole body clock changed ! I been trying to adjust my body clock back to normal 3 weeks before nafa but because of the tight timetable I have , it changed again! All my friends have at least 1 day rest and is only me that I need to attend school everyday ! I lack sleep and what I really wish now is just a long sleep which I can have like those days back in secondary school . But right now on my table is just a huge pile of work waiting for me. This past nights all I could dream of is my homework D: I want my old life back !!!!!!!

weather so hot !

WHY AM I SINGAPORE? The weather is so hot ! Worst case my air condition broke down and I need to resort to using fan to cool myself down. How I wish I can be in winter countries when they don’t have to worry about high temperature , and also at the same time to be able to play with snow. I touched snow once when I was a kid and it is not even the real snow. How I wish to be able to see the real snow and able to feel it as well. SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW is all I can think of now !

computer games addictions !!

Computer games ! The main problem why I am unable to concentrate when I am doing my work. They are just so addicting . The colors , the movement of the characters you are controlling is just simply too real for a game. Technology has really improved a lot over the years ! I could still remember 5 years ago I am still playing games like runescape and neopets  ! But now games look so realistic and real, it reallys allow the players to be able to feel the game. I wonder how much technology can improve over the next 10 or even 20 years?

My passion for art is decreasing !!

I used to think my art is considered good and even my art teachers in my secondary school thinks so ! But suddenly when I entered nafa till now, my passion for art had been decreasing . I am so ashamed of my work  as I compare mine to others. I feel so inferior when I look at my classmates work and the worst is I took art back in secondary school. Yet some of my classmates that don’t take art still could produced better art pieces than me. I think for arts in practice module, I will be staying back in class to finish up my work and also try to improve on my work.

i cant stop thinking about you

 There is this girl I met in orientation camp . Its probably love on first sight or I just simply admire her . Her name I cant said it here hahah. She is like a girl of my dreams when I first saw her . Her face is beautiful and also at the same time looks innocent and pure . She probably looks like a princess from far ! Its probably also a hint from god when she is in the same course as me and also the same oritention group as me too ! Should I go for it? But as what I fear is REJECTIONS

current classmates !

As I think back, its already week 10 ! I have not really know my classmates that well ! I am only close to a few classmates of mine. Even the stuff we talk are always some boring stuff or some boring jokes . Isit me or is my classmates ? I guess the problems is with me , I should try to talk to my classmates more as I will be classmates with them for a few more weeks . Besides I do not want to a loner in school that does not have any friends. The feeling sucks even though I do not have the feeling before in my life.

TIME TO BE RACIST !

What do you call a indian priest? – holyshit

What do you call a group of indian swimming in the sea?- oil spill

What do you call a group of Indians standing infront of a white background?- barcode

What do you call a indian eating with ten buckets of shit?- Family dinner

What do you call a indian holding a shit?- He is melting

Why do sharks don’t eat Indians?- Because they thought they are whale ‘s shit

Why do Indians run so fast? Because the slow ones are in jail

Where can you fin

d your old stuff?-Indians garage sale !

Gaming products

Gaming products are so expensive ! Today I went to look for a gaming mouse keyboard and it cost over 200 bucks !! I thought for a hour before purchasing it . On the way home, I started thinking what I can buy with 200 dollars , I can actually buy a lot of stuffs. I can buy like new clothes new shoes and even new a bag ! But I always dream of having a razer keyboard when I am young so I have no regrets ! Besides it looks so cool and everytime I press on my keyboard the sound it produced is the best !

WCG dreams !

I guess is every guys dream to have a career as a professional gamer. As firstly, you get paid just by playing the game you like the most . Secondly , there will be millions of screaming fans wanting to get your autographs  and lastly the money you will get when you win the competitions ! But not everyone can be a professional gamers as it take skills and time. This 2 important factor that you are unable to have in Singapore ! As the government in Singapore do not really encourage us singaporeans to play games as a career. Sadly life in Singapore is so harsh and hard at the same time.

IVA presentations !!

This is my face during my presentation for my IVA ! I am normally a very confident person, I have no fears when it comes to talking . But my body failed me on my IVA presentations ! It is even worst than my O Levels oral exams ! I just do know why I suddenly got anxiety attack D; I think I pretty much fail my group members when I actually panic and start reading my powerpoint slides using  the phone. I feel so bad to my group members for pulling down their grades . I am sorry Group 8a !!

Dissapointment i give my teachers !

When I go see my drawing fundermentals teacher on Thursday , i only got a few pieces of works to show him . He told me off !  Not really told me off but told me  that I always slack during his class and only show him a few sketches and expect to let him have a good impression of me. When I hear this , I felt really ashamed and also have a sudden burst of anger wanting to show him what I am really capable of . As people always say actions speak louder than words so I will prove that with my works and just by saying it. Drawing Fundermentals you are going down !

LOST AND FOUND!!

LOST AND fOUND!

 I lost my wallet !!! My cash , IC card and my ATM card !! This would be probably my 10^th losing my own personal belongings. I am so careless , now I caused so much problems for myself. But I discovered something !  When you get older and when you lost your stuff , you will not panic as much as you do when you are young . I am actually quite calm when I noticed I lost my wallet as I know I what to do now unlike when I am young ! I hope you guys the people reading my blog will not be so careless like me in the future :D